Finding your place in the world is not something that ever really gets resolved. It seems to constantly change, just when you get a little bit comfortable, thinking you know where you belong, who is important to you, who you matter to, the place you were sitting, happily enjoying your little life, becomes a seat in a world totally unfamiliar to you. Navigating foreign waters, pretty much in your own boat with no crew, is very scary and very lonely. I am in that sea right now, trying to figure out where to go, what to do, who I am...I just have no idea, and I feel thrown overboard and a little bruised from the tossing.
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